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My Stories

Physics

Physics. Let’s talk Physics. The First Law of Thermodynamics (Conservation) states that energy is always conserved, it cannot be created...

Research mode: trauma

I’m back in research mode. I guess that is where I cope. Trying to learn to solve. Trying to get my body under control. I can’t live like...

Capable to incapacitated. Overnight.

How does one go from a very capable human to a mess? No, Seriously do you know how? And if yes, how do you undo it? I am very capable, I...

I want that too.

Maybe it’s strategic. Just enough space to watch from a far, but still close enough to strike. Never more than ten feet away. I can get...

3ft-10ft

Three feet. Ten feet tops. That’s about the length it feels. It is a strange thing to explain. How does one explain the length between...

Specks

Things are better. Its true naming something does help. Knowing that I wasn’t going crazy was helpful and thank you Nightwing for helping...

It turns out to have a name

I have a name to my condition, the Anniversary Effect. Thank you Nightwing for bringing this to my attention. Feeling less shameful about...

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It sits right on my chest. Where does it sit for you? I have friends who report their stomachs, but that’s not where it is for me. It is...

Jacob finds his voice

Yesterday was one of those days. When every possible unknown is laid with a dark cloud of negativity. Instead of “Oh What the...

New knowns

So many future unknowns. It’s striking. A mathematical conundrum of possibilities. People, all living life in some sort of relative...

Props to cancer mom

I’m giving myself some props today in light of yesterday. A reminder (again) that you NEVER know how the day will end, even if you...

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